Life as I know it*

LOVEEEEE THISSSSS

jesse.

On Wednesday at 4:10, one of the most amazing people on earth was hit by a truck on his way to work. He was trying to cross the road at an intersection he crosses everyday to get to a job he’s had for awhile. And because a woman was trying to make the light she decided to speed up and go around the corner at 30 mph, hitting him in the process. This man is my uncle Jesse. He is only 23. he is one of the most amazing musicians you could ever witness playing, his passion for music and his guitar is incomparable to anything. He is loved by so many including family, friends and his girlfriend Caroline. He is the biggest jokester you could ever meet, always trying to make someone laugh and brighten their day. It is almost impossible to be around him and be in a bad mood. He will give you the best advice without you even telling him what is wrong, even if that advice is not wanted (you will think of it eventually). Its amazing what it takes to see how much you really care for a person. He was there for me when others werent, he was my backbone and helped push me through school. Without him, who knows those days when I didnt want to go could have been those make or break it days. I guess I just didnt realize until now that the things he did and does and that the person he is has had such an impact on me, as it most likely has to many other people. Jesse is truely one of a kind. And I love him more than words can explain. He is now in a coma at christiana hospital…his skull was fractured from the impact of falling off the hood when the woman hit her brakes. They had to remove a piece of his skull to relieve the pressure, but after the 72 hour time period nothing seems to be changing. at first he was responding to pain and peoples voices well, squeezing peoples hands including mine. But now it seems as if that is dwindling off. Im praying that everything will be ok, but in times like this it is hard to keep up good spirits. I need him to make it, i dont care if he is bruised, battered or broken. I just want to see his smiling face again and hear his voice. As do many other people. He is a strong person but he needs as many prayers as he can get…I dont know how to control my feelings anymore, I cry over everything, especially him. I cry in my sleep dreaming of him. He is all I think and worry about everyday. He deserves so much more than to be lying in a hospital bed. I cant wait till the day i walk in and he has woken up. 

newww!

Finally made onee :) I needed a way to let things out, think, brainstorm, vent, talk…everythingg. Here goes nothingg